Somewhere I Lost Myself Miserably

 I don't know why I am writing this but just at this moment I was scrolling my Instagram profile, watching those reels that I made in the past 2-3 years. And you know what, I realized now that I somewhere lost myself. That man, that boy, that individual, all of the my personality just shattered in the past 2-3 years. 

I am just writing this to inform myself about this, that literally something bad has happened to me in these past 2-3 years. My life, my personality, my habits, my goals, my personal things all just left me. I literally don't know how this happened, but what I know is that it has already happened. 

And I really don't know if I can get all those things back in my life, but one thing I want to say is just "I miss myself very much". Really! 

Just left with some memories and those flashbacks that draw down me here at where I am. And now, my mind is literally fucked. Me too!